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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:39 am
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    This tormented themTheir bodies felt powerless and clumsy; each time he groaned they winced with guilt and empathy, and the torments of his wound seemed to pass through the handles of the stretcher up into their armsThey bickered constantly for the first half mile while they still had wind to speakEverything they did grated on everybody else, and they snapped at each other continually
    "Dammit, Goldstein, why don't you watch it?" Stanley would shout after a sudden jar
    "Why don't you men quit the fussin' and do some work?" Ridges would mutter
    "Aaah, blow it out," Stanley would shout
    And Brown would interfere"Stanley, you're talkin' too damn muchWhy'n't you do some goddam work?"
    They struggled on, enraged at each otherWilson began to babble again, and they listened to him dully"Men, why don' you all lea' me, a man who cain't hold up his end ain't worth a goddamAh'm jus' holdin' you backJus' lea' me, men, that's all Ah askOl' Wilson'll get along, y' don' have to worry about him
    "Jus' lea' me, men
    It tickled in their shoulders, washed down to their fingertips, which seemed to loosen on the litter handles"What the hell you talkin' about, Wilson?" Brown pantedEach of them was fighting his private battle
    Goldstein stumbled, and Wilson shouted at him"Goldstein, you're a no-good bastard, you done that on purpose, Ah been watchin' ya, and you're no good The name twisted in Wilson's head; he remembered the handle at his right foot being called Goldstein, and when the litter had dipped in that direction, he had bawled out the name"Goldstein's no fuggin good, a man who won't take a drink He giggled weakly, a little blood welling stickily from the parched hollow of his throat"Goddam, ol' Croft never knew Ah got a free bottle off hi
    2:38 am
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    They advanced like this for several hours, toiling under the brow of the midday sunSlowly, inevitably, their will and their resolution were dissolvedThey struggled forward through a glare of heat, bound to each other in an unwilling union of exhaustion and rageEach time one of them stumbled the others hated him, for the load was suddenly increased on their arms, and Wilson's growls of pain bored through their apathy, startled them like a whiplashThey oyster rolex plumbed one level of misery after anotherFor minutes at a time their vision would blank out almost completely in a flood of nauseaThe ground before them would darken, and they would taste their heartbeat in the acrid bile that filled their mouthsThey toiled forward numbly, unquestioningly, suffering more than WilsonAny one of them would have been pleased to have shifted positions with him
    At one o'clock Brown halted themHis feet had been numb for minutes at tiffany heart tag a time, and he was close to collapseThey left Wilson lying in the sun while they sprawled beside him, their faces close to the earth, drawing great gasping bursts of airAll about them the hills shimmered in the early afternoon heat, refracting their glare from one slope to another without reliefThere seemed no breeze at allWilson would mumble and rant from time to time but they paid no attention to himThe rest period gave them no relief; all the submerged bags dolce and gabbana effects of their exhaustion were being exhumed now, bothered them directlyThey retched, languished through long flaccid minutes when they seemed close to unconsciousness, and suffered from recurring spasms of shivering when there seemed no heat left in their bodies
    After a long while, perhaps an hour, Brown sat up, swallowed a few salt tablets and drank almost half his canteen of waterThe salt rumbled uncomfortably in his stomach, but he felt some hermes kelly bag reliefWhen he stood up to walk over to Wilson, his legs moved without familiarity, weakly, like a man who is out of bed after a long illness"How're you feelin', boy?" he asked
    Wilson stared at himWith a groping motion his fingers had fluttered up to his forehead, removed the dampened cloth"You men better leave me, Brown," he croaked feeblyIn the past hour, lying on the stretcher, he had slid between consciousness and delirium, and now he was very tired, very replica balenciaga spe
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:39 am
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    would
    endWhen we learned what it was, we'd left it too late She looked
    at her uncle's thin straight shoulders, the proud tilt of his headShe would have done the sameShe
    understood,
    too, why she'd been wrong to offer Ballyhara as a replica rolex submariner substitute for land
    he'd farmed all his lifeIt made all his work meaningless, and the
    work
    of his sons, his brothers, his father, his father's father"Robert
    raised the rent, didn't he? Because I made that smart remark about
    hisglovesHe was going to louis vuitton duffle bag pay me back through you
    "Robert's a greedy manThere's no saying that it's anything to do
    with you
    "Will you allow me to help? It would be an honor Scarlett saw
    approval in Old Daniel's eyesThen a glint of humorThere's
    Patrick's boy MichaelHe gold gucci watch works in the stables at the Big HouseHe
    has grand ideas about breeding horses
    He could apprentice in the Curragh did he have the fee
    "I thank you," said Scarlett formally"Will anybody be wanting supper
    or should I throw it to the pigs?" Kathleen said women rolex with pretended
    anger
    "I'm so hungry I could cry," said Scarlett"I'm a truly terrible
    cook, you should know I'm happy, she thoughtI hurt from head to
    toe, but I'm happyIf this baby isn't proud to be an O'Hara, I'll
    wring its neckYou need a cook," said white chanel watch
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    you're not Irish," said the officer
    "Are you that American?"
    "What I am is none of your concernWhat you're doing here is my
    concern The officer remembered who he wasHis
    mouth closed and his back stiffened
    Scarlett noticed that the soldiers were stiff all over, and staring,
    first at her, then at their officerThe white chanel watch constables were looking from
    the corners of their eyes"I am executing an order of Her Majesty's
    Government to evict the people resident on this farm for nonpayment
    of
    rent He waved a scrolled paperScarlett's heart was in her
    throat
    She lifted her chin higherBeyond the soldiers she could see Daniel
    and his sons running from the gucci watches ladies fields with pitchforks and cudgels, ready
    to fight"There's obviously been a mistake," Scarlett said"What
    amount is supposed to be unpaid?" Hurry, she thought, for God's sake
    hurry, you long-nosed foolIf any O'Hara man-or men-hit a soldier,
    they'd be sent to prison, or worseEverything seemed to slow down
    The officer took forever chanel ceramic watch to open the scrollDaniel and Seamus and
    Thomas and Patrick and Timothy moved as if they were under water
    Scarlett unbuttoned her shirtHer fingers felt like sausages, the
    buttons like uncontrollable lumps- of suetThirty-one pounds eight
    shillings and nine pence," said the officerIt was taking him an hour
    to say every word, chanel bag price Scarlett was sureThen she heard the shouting
    from
    the field, saw the big O'Hara men running, waving fists and weapons
    She clawed frantically at the string around her neck, at the pouch of
    money when it appeared, at its tightly closed neckHer fingers felt
    the coins, the folded bank notes, and she breathed a silent prayer santos cartier watch of
    thank
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:39 am
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    continued to wind in more or less the right direction, and I was terrified to leave itHow else
    would I find my way back to civilization? Wasn't I going back?
    I imagined the Seeker right at this moment, as the sun touched the dark, zigzagging line of the
    western horizonWhat would she think when I didn't arrive in Tucson? A spasm of glee tiffany toggle heart made
    me laugh out loudMelanie also enjoyed the picture of the Seeker's furious irritationHow long
    would it take her to go back to San Diego to see if this had all been a ploy to get rid of her? And
    then what steps would she take when I wasn't there? When I wasn't anywhere?
    I just couldn't picture very clearly whereI would be at that pointIt's wide enough for chanel white j12 watch the car–let's follow it,Melanie insisted
    I'm not sure we're supposed to go that way yet
    It will be dark soon and we'll have to stopYou're wasting time!She was silently shouting in her
    frustration
    Or saving time, if I'm rightBesides, it'smytime, isn't it?
    She didn't answer in wordsShe seemed to stretch inside my mind, reaching back toward the
    convenient wash
    I'm chanel bag classic the one doing this, so I'm doing it my way
    Melanie fumed wordlessly in response
    Why don't you show me the rest of the lines?I suggestede could see if anything is visible
    before night falls'll do that part myway
    You're being childish
    Again she refused to answerI continued toward the four sharp peaks, and she sulked
    When the sun disappeared behind the hills, chloe white night washed across the landscape abruptly; one
    minute the desert was sunset orange, and then it was blackI slowed, my hand fumbling around
    the dashboard, searching for the switch for the headlights
    Have you lost your mind?Melanie hissedo you have any idea how visible headlights would be
    out here? Someone is sure to see us
    So what do we do now?
    Hope the seat gucci watches ladies recli
    2:39 am
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    She continued to watch him distrustfully
    “Thank you,” I said again as he shut the door
    He walked off to his own vehicle without a backward glance at usI climbed into my seat and
    grabbed the bag of potato chips
    Look at the map,she saidait till he's out of sight
    No one is watching us,I promised herBut, with a sigh, I unfolded the map and replica rolex submariner ate with one
    handIt was probably a good idea to have some sense of where we were headed
    Wherearewe headed? I asked here've found the starting point, so what now?
    Look around,she commandedf we can't see it here, we'll try the south side of the peak
    See what?
    She placed the memorized image before me: a ragged zigzagging line, four tight switchbacks,
    the gucci watch bangle fifth point strangely blunt, like it was brokenNow I saw it as I should, a jagged range of
    four pointed mountain peaks with the broken-looking fifth…
    I scanned the skyline, east to west across the northern horizonIt was so easy it felt false, as
    though I'd made the image up onlyafter seeing the mountain silhouette that created the
    northeast line of the louis vuitton travel horizon
    That's it,Melanie almost sang in her excitementet's go! She wanted me to be out of the car,
    on my feet, moving
    I shook my head, bending over the map againThe mountain ridge was so far in the distance I
    couldn't guess at the miles between us and itThere was no way I was walking out of this
    parking lot and into the empty desert unless I had no other gucci boston bag option
    Let's be rational,I suggested, tracing my finger along a thin ribbon on the map, an unnamed
    road that connected to the freeway a few miles east and then continued in the general direction
    of the range
    Sure,she agreed complacently
    We found the unpaved road easilyIt was just a pale scar of flat dirt through the sparse
    shrubbery, barely wide enough for one balenciaga replica vehic
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:39 am
    @@@@@ "Brilliant," I saidBut it's quarter of
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    "Brilliant," I saidBut it's quarter of one, EdgarIf we're
    going, can we please go?"
    I looked at the heron on the tennis courtIt
    stood by the net, as still as a hand on a broken
    clock, and looked back at me pitilesslyThat was
    all right; it is, for the most part, a pitiless
    world
    vii
    Now I had memoryIt was no longer in perfect
    working order, and to this day I sometimes get
    confused about names and the order in which
    certain things happened, but every moment of our
    expedition to the house at the south end of Duma
    933
    Key remains clear in my mind - like the first
    movie that ever amazed me or the first painting
    that ever took my breath away (The Hailstorm, by
    Thomas Hart Benton)Yet at first I felt cold,
    divorced from it all, like a slightly jaded patron
    of the arts looking at a picture in a second-rate
    museumIt wasn't until Jack found the doll inside
    the staircase going up to nowhere that I started
    to realize I was in the picture instead of just
    looking at itAnd that there was no going back
    for any of us unless we could stop herI knew she
    was strong; if she could reach all the way to
    Omaha and Minneapolis to get what she wanted, then
    all the way to Providence to keep it, of course
    she was strongAnd still I underestimated her
    Until we were actually in that house at the south
    end of Duma Key, I didn't realize how strong Perse
    was
    viii
    I wanted Jack to drive, and Wireman to sit in the
    back seatWhen Wireman asked why, I said I had my
    reasons, and I thought they'd become apparent in
    934
    short order"And if I'm wrong about that," I
    added, "no one will be any more delighted than
    me
    Jack backed onto the road and turned southMore
    out of curiosity than anything else, I punched on
    the radio and was rewarded with Billy Ray Cyrus,
    bellowing about his achy breaky heartJack
    groaned and reached for it, probably meaning to
    find The BoneBefore he could, Billy Ray was
    swallowed in a burst of deafening static
    "Jesus, turn it off!" Wireman yelped
    But first I turned it downReducing the volume
    made no differenceIf anything, the static grew
    louderI could feel it rattling the fillings of
    my teeth, and I punched the OFF button before my
    eardrums could start bleedi
    2:38 am
    @@@@@And I know what poison oak and poison ivy
    @@@@@And I know what poison oak and
    poison ivy look like
    "Trust me on this," I said, and began to sketch
    himI worked quickly, resisting the urge to go
    into detailas part of me seemed to want to do
    While I was working, the first angry car horn
    began to honk on the coast side of the drawbridge
    "Sounds to me like the drawbridge is stuck again,"
    Jack said
    "Yes," I agreed, not looking up from my drawing
    v
    929
    I sped along even more quickly with Wireman's
    sketch, but I again found myself having to fight
    the urge to fall into the workbecause when I
    was in the work, the pain and grief were at bay
    The work was like a drugBut there would be only
    so much daylight, and I didn't want to meet Emery
    again any more than Wireman didWhat I wanted was
    for this to be over and for the three of us to be
    off-island - far off-island - by the time those
    sunset colors started to rise out of the GulfI had done Jack in blue and
    Wireman in blaze orangeNeither was perfect, but
    I thought both sketches caught the essentials
    "There's just one more thing"Edgar!"
    "Nothing I need to draw," I said, and flipped the
    cover of the pad closed on the two sketches"Just
    smile for the artist, WiremanBut before you do,
    think of something that makes you feel
    particularly good
    "Are you serious?"
    "As a heart attack
    930
    His brow furrowed
    As always, it lit up his whole face and made him a
    new man
    And because I really did feel that he was the more
    important of the two, I watched him very closely
    when he did
    vi
    We didn't have a four-wheel drive, but Elizabeth's
    old Mercedes sedan seemed a reasonable substitute;
    it was built like a tankWe drove to El Palacio
    in Jack's car, and parked just inside the gate
    Jack and I switched our supplies over to the SEL
    5
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:39 am
    @@@@@ “I am very glad that you have heard of it,
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    “I am very glad that you have heard of it, by whatever means, and
    hope there will be no further delay
    “I am to have it to-morrow; but how do you think it is to be
    conveyed? Not by a wagon or cart: oh no! nothing of that kind
    could be hired in the villageI might as well have asked for porters
    and a handbarrow
    “You would find it difficult, I dare say, just now, in the middle of a
    very late hay harvest, to hire a horse and cart?”
    “I was astonished to find what a piece of work was made of it! To
    want a horse and cart in the country seemed impossible, so I told
    my maid to speak for one directly; and as I cannot look out of my
    dressing-closet without seeing one farmyard, nor walk in the shrubbery
    without passing another, I thought it would be only ask and
    have, and was rather grieved that I could not give the advantage to
    allGuess my surprise, when I found that I had been asking the
    most unreasonable, most impossible thing in the world; had offended
    all the farmers, all the labourers, all the hay in the parish! As
    for DrGrant’s bailiff, I believe I had better keep out of his way; and
    my brother-in-law himself, who is all kindness in general, looked
    rather black upon me when he found what I had been at
    “You could not be expected to have thought on the subject before;
    but when you do think of it, you must see the importance of
    getting in the grassThe hire of a cart at any time might not be so
    easy as you suppose: our farmers are not in the habit of letting
    them out; but, in harvest, it must be quite out of their power to
    spare a horse
    51
    Jane Austen
    “I shall understand all your ways in time; but, coming down with
    the true London maxim, that everything is to be got with money, I
    was a little embarrassed at first by the sturdy independence of your
    country customsHowever, I am to have my harp fetched to-morrow
    Henry, who is good-nature itself, has offered to fetch it in his
    baroucheWill it not be honourably conveyed?”
    Edmund spoke of the harp as his favourite instrument, and hoped
    to be soon allowed to hear herFanny had never heard the harp at
    all, and wished for it very much
    “I shall be most happy to play to you both,” said Miss Crawford;
    “at least as long as you can like to listen: probably much longer, for
    I dearly love music myself, and where the natural taste is equal the
    player must always be best off, for she is gratified in more ways than
    oneBertram, if you write to your brother, I entreat you
    to tell him that my harp is come: he heard so much of my misery
    about itAnd you may say, if you please, that I shall prepare my
    most plaintive airs against his return, in compassion to his feelings,
    as I know his horse will lose
    “If I write, I will say whatever you wish me; but I do not, at present,
    foresee any occasion for writing
    “No, I dare say, nor if he were to be gone a twelvemonth, would
    you ever write to him, nor he to you, if it could be helpedThe
    occasion would never be foreseenWhat strange creatures brothers
    are! You would not write to each other but upon the most urgent
    necessity in the world; and when obliged to take up the pen to say
    that such a horse is ill, or such a relation dead, it is done in the fewest
    possible wordsYou have but one style among you
    Henry, who is in every other respect exactly what a brother
    should be, who loves me, consults me, confides in me, and will talk to
    me by the hour together, has never yet turned the page in a letter; and
    very often it is nothing more than—’Dear Mary, I am just arrived
    Bath seems full, and everything as usual That is the
    true manly style; that is a complete brother’s letter
    “When they are at a distance from all their family,” said Fanny,
    colouring for William’s sake, “they can write long letter
    2:38 am
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    across the table to MrsGrant hardly knows what
    the natural taste of our apricot is: he is scarcely ever indulged with
    one, for it is so valuable a fruit; with a little assistance, and ours is
    such a remarkably large, fair sort, that what with early tarts and
    preserves, my cook contrives to get them allNorris, who had begun to redden, was appeased; and, for a
    little while, other subjects took place of the improvements of
    SothertonNorris were seldom good friends;
    their acquaintance had begun in dilapidations, and their habits were
    totally dissimilar
    After a short interruption louis vuitton denim MrRushworth began again“Smith’s
    place is the admiration of all the country; and it was a mere nothing
    before Repton took it in handI think I shall have ReptonRushworth,” said Lady Bertram, “if I were you, I would
    have a very pretty shrubberyOne likes to get out into a shrubbery
    in fine weatherRushworth was eager to assure her ladyship of his acquiescence,
    and tried to make out something complimentary; but, be48
    Mansfield Park
    tween his submission to her taste, and his having always intended
    the same himself, with the superadded objects of professing attention
    to the comfort of ladies in general, and of insinuating tiffany heart tag that
    there was one only whom he was anxious to please, he grew puzzled,
    and Edmund was glad to put an end to his speech by a proposal of
    wineRushworth, however, though not usually a great talker,
    had still more to say on the subject next his heart“Smith has not
    much above a hundred acres altogether in his grounds, which is
    little enough, and makes it more surprising that the place can have
    been so improvedNow, at Sotherton we have a good seven hundred,
    without reckoning the water meadows; so that I think, if so
    much could be done at Compton, we need not despairThere have
    been two or three fine old trees cut down, that cartier watches women grew too near the
    house, and it opens the prospect amazingly, which makes me think
    that Repton, or anybody of that sort, would certainly have the avenue
    at Sotherton down: the avenue that leads from the west front
    to the top of the hill, you know,” turning to Miss Bertram particularly
    as he spokeBut Miss Bertram thought it most becoming to
    reply—
    “The avenue! Oh! I do not recollect itI really know very little of
    Sotherton
    Fanny, who was sitting on the other side of Edmund, exactly opposite
    Miss Crawford, and who had been attentively listening, now
    looked at him, and said in a low voice—
    “Cut down an avenue! What a louis vuitton travel pity! Does it not make you think
    of Cowper? ‘Ye fallen avenues, once more I mourn your fate unmerited

    He smiled as he answered, “I am afraid the avenue stands a bad
    chance, Fanny
    “I should like to see Sotherton before it is cut down, to see the
    place as it is now, in its old state; but I do not suppose I shall
    “Have you never been there? No, you never can; and, unluckily, it
    is out of distance for a rideI wish we could contrive it
    “Oh! it does not signifyWhenever I do see it, you will tell me
    how it has been altered
    “I collect,” said Miss Crawford, “that Sotherton is an old place,
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    Early the next morning, Goldstein and Ridges set out again with the litterThe morning was cool and they were traveling at last over level ground, but it made little differenceWithin an hour they had plummeted quickly into the same level of stupor as the day beforeOnce more they toiled forward a few feet, set Wilson down, and then strained forwardAll about them were the gentle foothills rolling backward toward handbag dolce gabbana the mountain in the northThe country spread out in an endless peaceful vista of pale yellow, like sand dunes mounting into the horizonNothing disturbed the silenceThey trudged forward, panting and grunting, bent under their burdenThe sky had the pale effortless blue of morning, and far toward the south beyond the jungle a string of puffball clouds tugged after one another
    This morning their torpor had taken a new formWilson's fever had become worse, and cartier pasha watch he moaned for water continually, pleading and begging, screaming, abusing themThey could not bear itIt seemed as if hearing were the only sense left to them, and that was partial; they did not notice the humming of the insects or the hoarse sobbing sounds they made when they drew a breathThey could hear only Wilson, and his moans for water grated on them, burred stridently through their resistance
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    separate the cream and make the butter-I know
    And the butter's sellingI just don't like cows, I guessI'll go
    over this later, MrsI want to take Cat down to watch them
    cutting peat chloe paddington in the bog
    "You'd better go over it nowWe're out of money in the kitchen and
    the girls need paying tomorrow
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    With
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    where
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    were too noticeable in a town that was hardly larger than a village
    Militia and constabulary patrols from Trim were few, but one man with
    sharp eyes was enough to destroy the best-laid plans"We really
    need
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    “For everything of that nature I will be answerable,” said Tom, in
    a decided tone“His house shall not be hurtI have quite as great an
    interest in being careful of his house as you can have; and as to such
    alterations as I was suggesting just now, such as moving a bookcase,
    or unlocking a door, or even as using the billiard-room for the space
    of a week without playing at billiards in it, you might just as well
    suppose he would object to our sitting more in this room, and less
    in the breakfast-room, than we did before he went away, or to my
    sister’s pianoforte being moved from one side of the room to the
    otherAbsolute nonsense!”
    “The innovation, if not wrong as an innovation, will be wrong as
    an expense
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    113
    Jane Austen
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    carpenter’s work may be all done at home by Christopher Jackson
    himself, it will be too absurd to talk of expense; and as long as Jackson
    is employed, everything will be right with Sir ThomasDon’t
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    everybody else
    “No, as to acting myself,” said Edmund, “that I absolutely protest
    against
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    sit down and stir the fire in thoughtful vexation
    Fanny, who had heard it all, and borne Edmund company in every
    feeling throughout the whole, now prada milano ventured to say, in her anxiety
    to suggest some comfort, “Perhaps they may not be able to find
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    very different
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    will find somethingI shall speak to my sisters and try to dissuade
    them, and that is all I can do
    “I should think my aunt Norris would be on your side
    “I dare say she would, but she has no influence with either Tom or
    my sisters that could be of any use; and if I cannot convince them
    myself, I shall let things take their course, without attempting it
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    not in the least afraid of their father’s disapprobationThere could
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    and by so many women of the first consideration; and it must be
    scrupulousness run mad that could see anything to censure in a
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    friends, and which would never be heard of beyond them114
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    to her—she was at liberty; and Maria evidently considered her engagement
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    Edmund had little to hope, but he was still urging the subject when
    Henry Crawford entered the room, fresh from the Parsonage, calling
    out, “No want of hands in our theatre, Miss BertramNo want
    of understrappers: my sister desires her love, and hopes to be admitted
    into the company, and will be happy to take the part of any old
    duenna or tame confidante, that you may not like to do yourselves
    Maria gave Edmund a glance, which meant, “What say you now?
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    from beginning to end; so as it be a German play, no matter what,
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    “Now, Edmund, do not be disagreeable,” said Julia“Nobody loves
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    After a short pause, however, the subject still continued, and was
    discussed with unabated eagerness, every one’s inclination increasing
    by the discussion, and a knowledge of the inclination of the
    rest; and though nothing was settled but that Tom Bertram would
    prefer a comedy, and his sisters and Henry Crawford a tragedy, and
    that nothing in the world could be easier than to find a piece which
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    The same evening afforded him an opportunity of trying his
    strengthMaria, Julia, Henry Crawford, and MrYates were in the
    billiard-roomTom, returning from them into the drawing-room,
    where Edmund was standing thoughtfully by the fire, while Lady
    Bertram was on the sofa at a little distance, and Fanny close beside
    her arranging her work, thus began as he entered—”Such a horribly
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    “You are not serious, Tom, in meaning to act?” said Edmund, in a
    low voice, as his brother approached the fire
    111
    Jane Austen
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    “You take up a thing so seriously! as if we were going to act three
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